I never asked for any of this
This birth, this death this punishment
Never wanted this voice in my head
Telling me bliss if for the foolish
I just want to feel like the rest of them
I am buried under all the feelings
Of being so damn broken
Unwanted, belittled and useless
I never asked for any of this

So, what else is there to this?
Love has found me but I feel I don't appreciate it
I tell her so often that she is my everything
But I worry she thinks I am foolish for thinking
Blissful.

Does my broken beaten body give you solace or pity?
Does my shuttered breath help you feel it, I feel it.
What if I say I’m sorry?
I am sorry, I just wanna be better.

What do I say to my mother?
I don’t want to be bother with all this anger
With all these loathing thoughts.

I never asked to be born
I never asked to learn what cruelty was
When too young to learn what forgiveness was

I have dreams of revenge
I have dreams of this all coming to an end.
These dreams are nightmares
But I am too stupid to be able to see the difference
I was so young when I first learned to give up.

So what else do you want from me?
Love has found me but I feel they don’t feel it
I tell her so often she is my everything
But I worry she think I am foolish for thinking
Blissful.

So does my beaten and broken heart matter?
I want to be buried in this sleep, wake me when better!
So does my love strone and asunder worth the wonder?
I want to be buried in this moment with you
It’s my everything.

Does my broken beaten body give you solace or pity?
Does my shuttered breath help you feel it, I feel it.
What if I say I’m sorry?
I am sorry, I just wanna be better.

I just wanna be better.