Under blackest night They drag us from our homes With fire and flame We destroy all of what we own These children cry at the sights of their Mother's dying frights in a moment of might. A room of bodies Made out to be trophies Hopefully we won't be so lonely When all is said and done, This blood will be the only reminder of my humanity We cut them down for what we fear These bastardized ideals Under blackest night they drag us from our homes with fire and flame we become the doom bringers

Rotten flesh gagging scent as we step over bodies bent to return to a woman dressed in white, she doesn't want me. She begs. She sees only terrors in my eyes. She sees me as I am. Ruins in ruins, it was once a city Now it's just rubble and dust. While the sky turns crimson for audience of scared boys. (She sees me for what I am) Dragged to hell as earth spins on again. (She sees me for what I am) It's hell in a cruel expense. Begging and bleeding for recompense. She begs. She doesn't want me. She blames. She loved. She sees only terrors in my eyes. She sees me as I am. Ruins in ruins, it was once a city. Now it's just rubble and dust. While the sky turns crimson for audience of scared boys. (She sees me for what I am) Dragged to hell as earth spins on again. (She sees me for what I am) Ruins in ruin, it was once a city Now it's just rubble and dust. We lust for a love Quenched in suffering.

Never been the same Never been this way A force that I can't see is breaking everything inside of me A set of loves I must be A sweet of ties I will be That only thing I can see is that you're here for me Twisted visions I have seen Faces close to me Opinions made and judgement passed to sway the people I see Choices will be made On the choices I will make Things I can't control will pave your path for me.

This sanitarium, I am the one shakes the walls The one you fear to find. Nightmare you speak. Darkness engulfs your vision Blind to attack Am I beast or am I man... They think us mad, in this place of hell A king among monarchs I am the one they bring. To perpetuate the ominous shadow. Unbeknownst to them I am what I warn them of Freedom stripped away Without purpose, no cause With violence, no speech Without decency, an animal is what they see in me. Locked away without second glance. This is payback you must understand (Who I am, what I am.) Survival is what I have been beaten into. A being with no perception (Who I am, what I am.) No empathy for the departed No sympathy is left in me.

I've got these strangers in my head Telling me I'm better off dead Why do I do this to myself everyday There needs to be a better way Broken teeth kissed with a pack of lies bounded by the fates of others who were born unknowing they were only waiting to die. I want to pray for something but I am only prey for what is considered disgusting this life worth dollars and cents fucking worthless in the sense that I am pawn in game played by kings Let chaos burn this world to its core. Let It burn Heavens rain fire in gust of blood I am wearing the flesh of others this is testament To my atonement for the crimes of men who send boys to places where the lose their head. I am one with the dust of death spreading pestilence of those whose voices stained with promises that were never kept. I hope you gain the strength to stand. I hope you gain the strength to stand up so I can Knock you down again Like all the times before Never the king, never the one I realized a long time ago I hate everyone I hate everyone I fucking hate everyone Drunk on power, fist turn to bloody stones Marred by the scars from those I have removed from this space. I got to hope there is someone waiting for me when I wake from this hell I volunteered to traverse I volunteered to come home only awaiting a hearse. This is my fucking curse This all I am worth. This is my recompense for having a purpose. Chaos runs rampant. Destruction in the streets. Squadrons March. Blackened hearts. This is what you've done to me.

Phantoms in the sky, I am coming home missing a part of me. Phantoms watch as time passes by I am limbs and a spirit ripped from the seams. In the darkness, trapped, waiting for the monsters to act. Cover me in caster oil, lay me in the dirt. I'll scream the hymns of a sacrifice. I know am just for the crops to grow and the sheep to breed. The only person who matters is the weak. That's what I am told and that's who I am meant to feed. Scared in raining fire. The air fills with dissonant gags The poison follows the wind I can't tell what's real anymore. Am I there or am I here? It only after I kill this bastard in front of me Beating away at this girl in front of me. That Ill know. As the constructs of what I was meant to save. Wash away from me. The people swarm like locusts, scared of the flames. Are we any different from them or are we all the same. I shake in the streets surrounded by gas it is clear to see. The battle never left me. It was here all along. I feel trivial. I feel cruel. As a generation fails to succeed at reversing its due. Is justice clearly just. Our time seems wasted. For all the use we lost. Phantoms in the sky, I am coming home missing a part of me. Phantoms watch as time passes by I am limbs and a spirit ripped from the seams. In the darkness, trapped, waiting for the monsters to act.